Yesterday I saw a huge ant. It looked menacing and I didn’t know what to do. It was near my computer and I knew if I ignore it, it would bite me, my daughter or my wife one day.Or bring more of its companions. Which was even more dangerous. It was conveniently near a hammer.
I respect life. But “Something as menacing as this can’t be ignored,” was the logic that prevailed.
So I picked the hammer and killed it. And made me guilty, immediately.
Something was wrong and it forced me to introspect.
That ant was a complex life form. So complex that no human being could create it.
Then did I have a right to take away its life?
And then dawned an understanding of what was wrong.
I could have picked a paper, scooped it and left it outside, in the open in an environment that was friendlier to that ant.
I would have removed the passive threat from my home and let it live.
I resolved I will do this for all life forms in the future.
And the analogy extends to human beings too.
Some people trouble us and our first reaction is to hit them with a hammer (our retorts, anger etc.) But each individual is complex and varied, adding to the diversity of human beings that has helped us come this far. Each individual has exceptional qualities not found in any.
The ant is a scavenger and is among the many animals necessary for a human being’s survival.
Similarly, irritants like the colleague or next door neighbor who trouble us are important in creation.
Otherwise they wouldn’t have been here among us. They all have something to teach us. Lessons we have to learn and master.
If we are not aligned to the views of these irritants, it’s best we scoop them out of our lives, mentally. We can’t set them free, but we do, ourselves. We get liberated.
The life of that ant didn’t go waste. I will ensure it won’t.
How appealing this story is!!! I faced the same problem several times. Big spiders – i let them live, they don’t harm. But snakes, ants, venimous animals? I think sometimes we care for others (in this case your daughter and your wife too) and your immediate reaction is to protect them. So I think you could not have resisted . It belongs to evolution too; our ancestors, to survive, had to kill too. They probably killed one another; they were not as spiritual than we are (I guess – i’m no speciallst) – so..as you say, the life of the ant won’t go waste, i’m sure you won’t. Don’t worry… she could also have taken another path than meeting you!!! Love and Light, christine
Thanks Christine for adding value to this blog. And sure, that ant’s life hasn’t gone waste!